i pick myself up
from the bloody mat; the bell rings
what round is this now?

Linda emails me
"Come dance tango with me
I'll wear long lace gloves"

Who could refuse? Not I. She's blond and beautiful

So infrequently
Comes leaving words of wisdom
Phantom of the fire

Self-dergadation
Ability to insult
Comes in many forms

Try it on a real woman moo?

i will be your slob
instead of wiping my ass
i'll sit on your face

He is not concerned
about my room being neat.
He'd lie in clothes piles.

lost time, lost chances
lost connection, lost colours
hello? well you know

No thanks, my dear Moo!
I'd rather have a biscuit
and a cup of tea.

Long distance rapport
Cyber sex is merely words
Satisfactory?

"Inadequate men"
"Moo" has to humiliate
To feel like a man

Think of moo's poor mum how sad he must feel!

Ash is right, stand up!
Don't make yourself vulnerable
Don't accept your place

Pillows holding hands
Sheets without a reason why
Emptiness abounds

Moo, if you want it
then it isn't really rape.
You wish for hatred?

feel free to rape me
my body is your canvas
splatter me with hate

you can't change the past
but you can throw it away
all it takes is you

envious street bum
eyes the dog and its owner
cursing its fleece coat

My own sins are much
harder to forgive than what
others did to me.

Why am I messed up?
My rapist ex-mate fucked more
than just my body.

I wanted to break
the neck of someone in a
bookstore I knew not

You're inteligent
You're also articulate
Why you so messed-up?

Snail watcher
Why you so messed up?

The girl in my head
throws tantrums at the evil
twin in the mirror.

I pour a new self
into empty air where I
cannot corrupt it.

My shawls are the loops
in my writing, things that hide
all that feels naked.

bleary eyes and head
48 hours without sleep
oh! for a soft bed.

An answer for you
Looking Up At One Thirteen
Arizona time

My aunt just flaked out.
Now who will pick up my friend
at the airport. *sigh*

time is running out...
will I be senselessly drunk
this time tomorrow?

project going live,
lurching - crisis to crisis
fingers and toes crossed

Time to shower!
Must go a massage awaits.
Lucky! Lucky man! That's me!

A question for you!
Looking up at one thirteen
What time is it there?

Looking up not down
Crescent moon and star venus
The Sky tells the truth

when you get too old
bitterness sets in the blood
takes away the fun

I feel like I wish
I knew now what I didn't
know then, yup...old line

When you get too old
Moonlight so kind on the face
and candle light too

penny makes a splash
reflecting jagged moonlight
on a lonely face

love on sale at sam's
club, not so pricey, 12 for
12 bucks each, I die

then they get it

well, why not...I'm not
a go with the flow kind of
person, just fighting

besides here, what I
do everyone says something
bad so sink it all

You're trying too hard
You come accross as someone
Desperate to be loved

we build up a feel
based on experience on
how others do act

essential thoughts in
a few words in these small
bits of poetry

I can tell that he
will be antagonistic
even if I win.

what is the will of
time and space when I hear some
say it will all end

ebb and flow and so
it goes over me mood waves
and I crash face first

True wisdom comes from
experience and never
Wikipedia!

We deceive ourselves
Real life is disappointing
leave us with our dreams

Stimulus package
Music/Art/Film/Performance
Stronger than money

release the semen
on your chest and in between
your jiggly buttocks

well maybe your girl
would do well to get one too
that would be nifty

really is that wrong?
my girlfriend thinks so but I'm
not sure about it

I think maybe I
Love my Mercier Kilo T
More than my girlfriend