i like budwieser
it remindes me of the sea
or drowning in it

those apples were good
tasting of valley sunshine
we ought to make pies

didn't want a life
economic decision
bought half-life instead

tongue tendinitis,
punctures from previously
smooth stubble fields

damn, rugburns on knees,
and dangerous pussy-farts,
and spraining the neck!

the only thing wrong
with oral sex, is the view
oh, and hair in teeth.

heartache, betrayal,
the agony of living;
don't betray yourself

Didn't really say good bye.
Lots of things didn't get said.
Best left unspoken.

Just like that she left.
Came back to say she's leaving.
Thanks for the update.

I have lost my "S"
This one simple change means that
now I'm just inane.

Earlier i stopped
To give you some fresh apples
You were not at home

I'm lightening up.
Trying not to be sober.
Hooray! It's working!

Can't wait to wake up.
This nightmare has got to end.
Somebody wake me.

I always knew it.
It was too good to be true.
Damn it. Right again.

Soulmate. What a joke.
Forever came to an end.
Empty promises.

thought it was over
nothing really ever ends
back to sleepless night.

this is how it is
just visiting this planet
on my way somewhere

as if you really know
that which is not right or wrong
nice try you asshole

good morning cruel world
today hasn't happened yet
so hand me the bong

well you should know best
first best judge yourself before
pissing in the wind

love cannot be found
through fiberoptic wires
only at walmart

To grope this young girl
Only this hole in the wall
When I yearn for flesh

beorn knows his pills
he got it from the master
that freak which is me

not sure where i am
i cant laugh and i cant cry
simply insipid

cant write this moment
theres evil in vicodin
my liver is steel

The bed warm and soft
Her body glistens in the sun
Imagination

hello dear reader
it is you that i address
just because i can

people are insane
unpredictably crazy
that goes for you to

this is a haiku
it seems your still reading it
thank god its over

frenchy, sympathies
yes, icq really sucks
like everything else.....

not to mention y'all
ravening, slobbering wolves
chill, be serious.

ronin, my good gawd
ease up, you're out of control
try to get a grip!

soak up the good times
store them like bears store fat
the winter cycle

Staring thru a glass
Makes her look even fatter
Twinkies equal NO!

I dont understand
what the hell happened last night
I think I'm guilty

he said we were "loud"
too much laughing and drinking
fuck that neighbor bitch

this thing we call life
with its twisting and turning
neither here nor there

wanted to know why
after i had that number
because of some ex

pharmaceuticals
can be way too much at all
or never enough

i am freaking out
because i don't know what's up
can't find my way home

hello world i love
its time to play in the wind
because i don't know

I am not bitter.
I thought I was over it.
Fucking ICQ.

Glad she is happy.
I really fucking mean it.
Shit. More therapy.

None of the above.
She wanted to rub my face
in her happy life.

Kidneys, intestines?
What could she possibly want?
I hate ICQ.

Heart was not enough.
She wanted to rip out more.
Want my liver too?