quickly days pass by
so much so this time of year
yet frozen stillness.

stoic sentinel
sitting hours on end eyes
on an empty road

familiar sounds of
a rural delivery
she slowly rises

gusty breaths moaning
icy anguish through the
fragile crackling limbs

and dawn's stillness roused
by this interloper's loud
intermittent gait

Death is not the end
It's only an interlude
in the path of time

Search while we are young
Acceptance comes with old age
Who and what we are

The world calls "time out"
More time for reflection now
Silence for the snow

Big thank you mundane
At last something worth reading
My thoughts are with you.

beavis and butthead
were the modern bums who did
wait for godot, MTV

you suck

dawn will break again
raise another tomorrow-
now only this night.

reach out for the light
the many sounds of silence-
filter through the night.

latch again the gate
no visitors will stop by-
on this snowy night.

fifty-eight too old
to the grandkids too young for
me to check out of here

we map out our lives
with all the routes clearly marked
FATE's got other maps

mundane existence
until your world turns on end
at the word CANCER

utopia now
politicians promise all-
pay for it later.

profanity ode.
doff the pointed hat quickly-
express ideas.

you ever notice
when one has nothing to say-
one then talks the most?

twittering machine
was just a painting by Klee-
social engine now.

horses can be cruel
they slog about carelessly-
until the barn dash.

more coffee, more light
maybe many poems tonight-
rather a dull bright.

walking in the woods
I stepped over a downed tree-
no one heard it fall.

you suck

i want to stop

what else sucks, just tell
me to shut the fuck up and
move on, i don't like

it either, I have

tobacco to get

so what do you want
attention, amusement, what the fuck
what the fuck indeed

point and laugh

and die when someone
doesn't wanna be your clown

if you said "you suck"
and i were there for real
and ripped your eyeballs out

would you say that sucks?
that would suck wouldn't it

what else sucks...what bush
did with the internet, being less
the forum it was

spyware, adware, and
so on, which sucks, nuts in
china and russia?

some fat criminal
asshole stealing ids and thinking
nothing of anything

just his masturbational pleasures

what sucks?

what fucking sucks?

besides you saying you suck

what about the poor
fuck who ran into the house
with his car drunk? hmm?

that sucks

if you weren't telling
me you suck, what would you
be writing on here

aparently from a convo
i'm having I want to kill you
but I'm supposed to forgive

you and not hate you
because I'm stooping to your level

you suck

"soyucku"...slavic
for YOU SUCK or anagram
YOU SUCK...one in same

well I'm stooping to
the level of some childish jerk
you suck, you're a child

stop telling me i suck

you suck

I'm tired of this
I want to stop, so I have
to stop this right now

then again I could
kill myself but, where would the
entertainment be

for worthless assholes
that say you suck
on this website

of worthless assholes

now all let us say
my dark side feels like it does
and leave it behind

you suck? you betcha asshole

maybe I will pray
for God to remove SOS
from the earth tonight

you suck as well

because i think

you are a worthless idiot

who would be better off

not alive anymore

yes, i do

you suck

hmm this is not my
real self, but something that is
a toy for people

I don't know

My God I am MAD
I am angry, I am tired
of my own thoughts, yes

asshole, I am MAD

hey get a life, do
you ever get your hands dirty
you pussy, or just

have your waiters
whipe your ass for you
you cheap rich ass

I eat Chef Boyardee
from a can asshole, it's an
old habit, not beans

I hate beans...makes me
want to beat the "not real me"
with a blunt object

for saying something
stupid to get a reaction
that's the reaction you'd get

you know that felt good
letting that out because it
means it's not inside

most of you feel and
think such thoughts, but express them
indirectly, through put downs

what i just wrote is
how i feel about the person
who calls me a loser

even if it is true
i don't care because that's
how much it bugs me

I can't walk away
the guy saying "he's bs"
saying I can't cook

if it were a bar
if he said the same thing
I would find something blunt

and crying hit him
over and over and over and over in the face

thunk thunk thunk thunk thunk
"I can't cook you lying piece of shit, I know how far up you are up the lawyers ass ha ha ha, with a nose smashed in lets see you make jokes in front of your friends" skull cracks

the joker pretending to be
me bleeds to death

i go to jail for 2nd degree murder

it's talked about for a week
and is over because people have forgotten their dead friend who said i can't cook and am worse and pathetic and a loser and I got sick and tired of being called a loser call the cops and get handcuffs i don't care anymore

you know if I met
some of you assholes on a
dark night, I'd just walk...

away...