you never did give
I deserve big points for that
obey he says...shit

nice message there pal
I'm ignorant..not stupid
just to clarify

can't contain that note
life is trying to break free
gone over the edge

I do enjoy will
savoring it til the last drop
how much do you charge

at last! to find one
more truly peaceful than I.
my heart swells with joy.

Let us all find love
for our friends and enemies
even when it hurts.

spend your time hating
thus waste your time on others.
reciprocation.

your inspiration:
artificial, takes up space
try minding your own.

[maybe then your writing wouldn't be so bad]

75 years,
average sleep--8 hours:
25 years lost

[better to spend it doing something you like]

Thank you Doctor Phil
Any more pearls of wisdom
You would like to share?

Thank you Doctor Phil
Any more pearls of wisdom
You would like to share?

Thank you Doctor Phil
Any more pearls of wisdom
You would like to share?

my lucid dream tasks:
invent a brand new color,
learn to teleport

meet my spirit guide,
watch the universe be born,
learn to time travel

fly through outer space,
visit another planet,
explore deep-ocean

converse with a tree,
travel with whales through the clouds,
fly through a blackhole

[become the size of a cell, and explore everythings insides]

negativity:
easy to focus on, yet
makes life mis-rable

positivity:
takes effort to look for, yet
yields inspiration

I am a man throwing
words at this website like a
pissed heckler throwing toms

at a bad comedy sketch

to tell you the truth
who the hell are the people
on line really, just

here all one hears is
words, words and words, and more words
and to get off on

spawn at the bottom
of a cesspool as rotten
as the inbreeding

of certain well respected
families in the higher echelons
of retardation

I hate people who
try to intimidate
for I form fantasies

in my mind and I
would not want to act
on those fantasies

for they are juvenile

columbine...alpha males
said something to two freaks then
bang bang bang bang bang...

burials

the last alpha male
who spoke to me now thinks
he is a song bird

why do I want to
put anyone who calls their
status alpha male

into a wheelchair?

no, good does not win
exsistence would cease for sure
balance and equate

I am no bully
Just an alpha male flexing
And now we shall mate

In the end, good wins.
The bullies only triumph
for a little while.

feelings elevate
expanded lungs clear thought lines
and then I see air

oh my malakai
where for out thou malakai
passion for hath died??

If I were..this meat
I would be rotted and stinky
you would run and cry

Don't you cock block me
With your inane gibberish
I'm workin here, ass

You're a piece of meat
I'll taste every inch of you
You'll love my hot sauce

tom and jerry toons
remember the good and bad???
you got both..I know

angel on the right
swing your partner round and round
devil on the left

we are all a piece
elemental life puzzle
and..we are not gods

when the words set down
on paper or digital
who wins, the ass or

the overly down and
out sensitive putz, evil
usually wins this

I ams what I ams
even when he eats spinach
that's all that he is

Am I a mystic,
a theologian, or one
who both feels and thinks?

abbott, costello
the great existential joke
who, what, I dunno?

did when become why
however speaking of then
it looks better now..

isn't nothing true
or everything permissable
or is it the other way around

I wallow in it
self pity...not moving still
remaining small town same

what, I need to take
drugs to write something big time blast?
I'm shucked as it is...

brain open oyster to
scoop it out, suck it down and
throw away that there shell

moove it on over
slide it on over...moove on over galloway a mean

old cow is moving
in...

I have to admit
when I lose my temper it's a nice verb snapshot

gives me a chance to
perhaps see how silly it
is for just myself

nice one garlic, I
think, but is one unholy
cow worth the black meat?

in the heat of some
momentary cliche, it
just might end in dross

it might end in bang
it might end in snore, the soil
is tilled with tares grown

I'm thirty five and
I feel like this now, juvenile
stunted and silly

black shoes with coal dust
printed ideas left behind
shoes were black before

Your pain is shallow
I felt the exact same way
When I was fifteen

when are haiku's good
who gives a shit, it's our blood
you might as well say

that a child should die
in the womb, it's life is worthless
carrion, afterbirth

vultures ripping at
your unwanted unborn retards
think about that next time

you wanna be fucking critic

I'd rather live but
it's the same damn pissed off run
of pointless bullshit

when does it all end
with some resolution or
something else, something

what is the point of
living when there's no escape
from the past and small

minded small town people
who's town would be best flooded
and the population

whiped out by the
ocean, I'm tired of people
I want to kill myself

right now

what is the fucking
point when your job is run by
clueless rich gay men

your neighbor's think not
a damn thing of bringing all
people up and some

damn guy thinks that all
pride is scallops, and I'm thinking
of driving a knife

into my chest while some
cockless henry miller wanna
be talks about fools

on this god damn web
site, I want to kill myself
because of how I feel

and I don't care if
people mock me if that's fine
gives me another reason

All women are whores
And all men are liars, that
Is the only truth