my inner demons
pay quite hansomly indeed
to watch yours make out

ah the nightlife
out chasing tail needing more
strong drink not conquest

All unlearned senses
Emotions and awareness
Not To be in touch

no-one writes to me
just as well for asperger's
i hardly notice

painting the bathroom
tidying up the garden
rainstorms scudding through

a funny true thought
so much new shit you will learn
so much you know now...

example to lead
turn your tee vee on for kids
yeah the world is @$#^%

granola bites good
little balls of sweetened crunch
fooling foolish minds

Stars of dead actors
Line Hollywood Boulevard
Aways under foot

40 to 50
leveling is so painful
please fix the damn zones

this world is part made
from words, invented to make
sense of all of this

another year gone
why does time accelerate
or am i slowing

it give's me the shit's
apostrophe man lament's
bad punctuation

So wheres my invite?

Fab sent me a text
South of France. Wish you were here?
So where

Fab sent me a text
South of France. Wish you were here?
So where

I'm glad I'm older
for entertainment's more dull
satisfy me now

What

What

My Hopes dispersed on the wind
A Tragedy
My plans are a mess

Nothing ever works
Outside influence applies
Life gets in the way

What

thinking of a lot
clouds, air, feelings happiness
a goal .. a goal.. score

Old age and wisdom
Go hand in hand and preventing
You from staying young

you have to grow old
but you don't have to grow up
growing old still sucks

dear Big GUy yeah you
Now what?? this lull really bites
and tastes like tofu

somewhere under it
I saw everthing, took notes
NOW i'm really bored

I desire vaca (y)
somewhere really quiet and
gentle, smart and strong

I'm a good girl now
Don't drink dont' smoke..just all work
no romance no sex


(at least I can laugh)

as I get older
I get to realize I have
grown to not like change

Tangoing tonight
I hope to be spoilt for choice
Kitty, Michico?

there's something to be
said for company to make
one encouraged here

Hanging within reach
Glasses aid enlightenment
Lesson for mankind?

Cold night misty fields
Call of night birds out hunting
Ancient senses wake

Mistakes are many
If past could be changed, would I?
You can bet I would

Curiosity
The one thing all mammals share
In equal manner

like Bukowski but
not as talented or drunk...
I can't stop writing

sometimes the past had
events disturbing and lax
seemed like a waste

people were psychopaths
or lost in a world of drugs
I worked with these folks

to see this young man
again, full of nothing fills
me with fear of death

because, some seem as
Hell, already dead and this
is their waiting room

"madness" is often
a rebellion against shock
a sense of dread loss

I used to be me
a long time ago, but now
I'm someone else I

don't know

Witness to a dream
Locked up inside the madness
Of a girl insane

"eff u" he exclaims
"ain't doin shizz fer ur as."
Uhm ..Okay. What's new?

looking for Bigfoot
just found Huell Howser instead
no word, his shoe size

A shy little girl
Happy popping pink seed heads
Feeling them explode

In pressing fingers,
Seed surprise delighting her,
Such sprung dispersal,

Didn't see pink lips
Springing surprise towards her,
Woman's eyes, girl's shock

Drawing down the veil,
Lidding blue eyes, flushing cheeks,
Sprung girl dispersal...

Her lips pulled away
As fast as a surgeons knife
Learning boundaries

Go Rockies go GO
insurance from Holliday
sorry Cole Hamels

Why are words missed off?
Sometimes it accepts "to paste"
and sometimes will not

??????????????????/

Why are words missed off?
Sometimes it accepts

Swinging from Belfry
He's watching Esmerelda
Oh! The bells the bells

Swinging from Belfry
He