blessed be
and merry part

On that note, I'll hoist myself
Out of this cesspool of an internet
existence, for at least a shortwhile
My ego requires that I come back
on at some point.

well, man
you're not alone
and blessed be
just might do it

I feel lost sometimes
but, some people say
the solution is to
stop living on line

Of course I'm single
Would a man with a loving mate
Rant and rave as I do, wasting
his entire life on some stupid
website?

sex, what if you
weren't single
would the yab meet the yum
in nirvana?

hmm, I do weird things

When to a Tool concert on DXM,
Ingredient found in Nyquil.
Perfectly legal, and you can make
it yourself. We're talking total
mind body disassociation. SPIRAL
OUT BABY.

could wisdom
come from our president
or just puppeteering?

this is a beat time
I guess but I'm not
experienced

I'm just level 2
anyhow at
whatever it is

sex, are you single?
nakedly assured Old Bull Bill
was probably a Black Magickian
as well, old Christians try
to keep away in times of change

some people prefer
less to more
legal to illegal
conservative to liberal
taste to taste

Yes, LSD, the ultimate panacea
But I also self medicate with
Booze and pot.

oh, so the LSD was more
like a self medication?
I was more an Irish solution
alcoholism

hmm, dunking poundcake
and talking to hauser and o'brien
about old golds or Islam Inc?
I don't think I could write anything
that would match up to the experienced deprivation but
the bored are often those
who realize much wisdom is much sorrow

So I have severe bipolar disorder
and take Zoloft. But LSD worked
for me.

Psychelics are perfectly harmless
Naked Lunch was about heroin
Addiction or cocaine, I can't
remember. You don't know till
you've tried.

I don't need LSD
because I have ADHD
and all I need is a twinkie

the drugs bomb the hell
out of the mind, creating a naked lunch and a landscape made in hell

hmm, rose gardens
thorns
in side
the burned out shell of dresden

Cancerous haiku
It spreads and mutates freely
But it is still bad

I like shitty writers
L'amour
for example

Vonneguts a shitty writer
Read Kafka or Beckett or
Dostoevsky or Camus
those guys got it
right.

acid worked for me. It's just
matter of the right molecule hitting
the right neuron, and you're
forever changed.

Vonnegut and the sound of one
hand clapping
out west

Shemhamforash
oh hail eris
42
and a patridge in a pear tree
or on tv

not my choice
lsd isn't my thing
my mind is like that now

Exactly, zen embraces paradox.
To talk about it is to not know it.
But hey we have to communicate
somehow, that's where the koans
come in.

Yes, shit happens.
Zen tells you not to fight it.
Go with the flow. Take LSD
it doesn't matter enlightenment
can come from anything and not
just quiet sitting.

the zen statement is
it just is
I don't know about schools

just some tea here and there

hmm, what do the drugs do?

well, does what we
know really matter or
to take to heart

the words of another
who might just be
words that mean nothing?

then, shit

from moment to moment

it is quiet

hmm, shit happens

If you think Zen is about
Meditation you're grossly mistaken.
Zen is heroic existentialism at
it's finest.

You don't know shit about Zen
The Soto school is a lot about quiet meditation and all that bullshit, while the Rinzai tells you to hurl yourself into chaos and hope for the enlightenment to happen.

Sorry, that wasn't AP,
I forget to put "Mox"
down, dadaista

Zen is living and breathing
without stress and
mind you without the drugs so much

Living existentialism
Is essentially Zen
Buddhism anyway, so go for it.

I'll just take drugs and
Anaesthatize myself to
The horror of it all.

hmm, I prefer a living
existentialism to a dying
nihilism

Definitely not Soren K. He said
We had to achieve authenticity
And make the leap of faith and all
that, he didn't say that life was
inherently meaningless.

hmm, brimstone
I think I'll go to a bar
and ask if someone can mix me one

some people just
settle for a magic 8 ball
and worry about losing

their loan to Ditech

What about brimstone
Can't have the fire without
Brimstone, what the hell is
brimstone anyway.

Well, when man sets
itself up as a know it all God
then, critics abound

and destroy themselves
(nietzche and heidegger huh,
what about Soren K.?)

well, indeed, but that
would be by fire and not flood
or Robert Frost, that old New Englander insisted on ice

So did Melville, Nietzsche
Heidegger, in a way Buddha, all
The Indian mystics and Beckett.
Not a very original theory.